Grace..

Grace to be a better person to......Myself...

All i ask from you lord!





N.B...I'm not gonna chicken out(day 2) in progress.


Bisous Bisous..

Nobody greater than u

Been listening to this song for a long while now..It gets me all emotional and all...The awesomeness of the Most High......I hope u r blessed and filled with God's love just as you listen to this amazing song...Amen!!!

Bisous..

I love this song...

I dont know why but i just do...

Estelle ft Rick Ross-Break my heart

Bisous ..

Him..

*le sigh*....So remember my 'Runaway love' post about being a voice whore bla bla as well as the gorgeous man whose voice i was in 'likenesss' with...Yup, well...I finally gathered the strength to talk to him at the cookout organised by my church..I spoke to him first and yes my pre-planned conversation thread worked magic...He bought it and was totally amazed at my audaciousness.....This is good right??... I mean i should be pirouetting in front of my wardrobe mirror...I'm glad dont get me wrong, like we totally bonded and all that shiznit but it's a tad bit complicated..

I think there's something wrong with me....Okay i know there's something wrong, I should be elated cos he meets the complete package but err...I think i'm scared of being in a relationship, Yes i know it's too early to decide whether or not we might date but u know those kinda thingies(cant define sorry) that might eventuually evolve into a relationship......Exactly!.  I think i enjoy the chase but i'd rather shy away from the commitment steez.Like he knows what he wants....I don't..Yess i've been single for like Forever , I should be in a relationship But...I dont know if thats what i want..What do i really want???

I'm not saying that he is the one..it's too early to know..I dont know if i'm willing to give him a try..I definitely dont wanna waste his time....But i'm attracted to him....Does this even make sense???


....I'd appreciate your two cents.


Bisous Bisous..

Day 1: Five ways to win my heart

Hmmmm..This is a wee bit tasking but let's see...Shall we?

-Shoes:  I know this is totally obvious by the way but i feel the need to hammer it in.If you dont love shoes then i feel really sorry for u, I mean whats not to like..Beautiful..gorgeous Footwear...Magnifique!!!..Let me just add that in as much as i love shoes, i'd be totally disappointed if someone who knew me well got me hideous shoes.For example, Last night at my friends house, she went on about how mortified she was cos a friend of hers got her some hideously monstrous shoes..I kid u not, even more disappointing cos this friend of hers wears gorgeous shoes..i know this cos i see her in church and she has a passable shoe game...oh yeah, My friend said she was gonna hand it over to charity, Mean Much??..lol. Yours truly even tried to rock them shoes but it was a Huge failure..tut!!..So yeah to win my heart..Give me shoessssss and i just might like you forever.


-Dont try so hard to impress me: So the other day my friend and i were having this conversation pertaining to a guy i sorta fancied , well..dont get me wrong he is a  great guy but sometimes i think he tries so hard to be in my good books. I'm not saying it's a bad thing to go out of your way to please someone but PLEASE dont over-do it..There's nothing more disgusting than a guy who goes out of his comfort zone just to make me happy even when i know he is terribly uncomfortable while doing it.So just be yourself, let me get to know u my way.Don't be too jumpy just because you want me to notice you...Be real and you'll have my heart whatever timezone i might be in..

-Absomazing command of English: I'm sorry but if you cant construct a good sentence, we cant be friends..I'm not trying to be mean but whats there to say?....Absolutely Nothing.I'm a sucker for well spoken, Intelligent men. I'm not even saying u have to be fineeeee but just Speak, just a simple ... well scripted syllable from your mouth....Baby i'm yours!

-Foodie: hehehe, I love fooddddd..it's rather unfortunate that my gorgeous self isnt fat..Hate monsters i see u lot..Yess, I'm in an amazing relationship with food.I love to eat. Feed me good food -Passage to my heart..*inserts food smiley* which doesnt exist by the way or does it?.

Finally......

-Please be intellectually sound-I need not even emphasise on this matter, I love clever people..infact, I'm attracted to clever people..someone who knows/understands what he says..I love an all-rounder i.e sports, music, life, business affairs, every freaking thing....My heart patiently waits for u...


So there u have it...I hope u weren't too bored..

Bisous Bisous

30 day Challenge....*le sigh*

U see..I've told myself a million times that i will not participate in this '30 day challenge' steez...y u ask?.. well, for starters i'm the laziest blogger out there(I have to be)..Secondly, I'll probably be as blank as a paper, nothing interesting to write..my life is a bit of a bore actually..Bleh!!!...

Anewais i'm only going to do this because of that 'Julia &Julie movie i watched a wee while ago which was amazing by the way.If u dont know about/never watched the movie, it's about this girl who had this craseness for food..*yummy food btw* and she sorta had a food mentor, if thats what it is called ..Lets just say she started blogging about Julia child's recipes and she sorta set a deadline for herself which she met...So i'm gonna tap into that strength 'so help me God' and i'll try  not to chicken out..Amen!!!

Might i also add that another reason i've decided to go on this 30 day madness is cos a friend of mine chatted me on my blackberry and she called me BORING..that stung actually..so in ur face missy!...*tongue out*

So here is a list of the '30 DAY CHALLENGE

Deep sigh!!!!
Bisous Bisous..

The Pierces.

I'm sure a lot of  you should have noticed the music icon on my blog,anewais ladies and gentlemen, meet my gorgeous friends 'le pierces'..two amazing sisters based in new york.I think i fell in love with them the very moment i heard ' Secret' from their thirteen tales of love and revenge' album which by the way is simply absomazingggggg!!!!

But ...If you've never heard about them, not to worry..Help is on the way..lol, at the end of this post i shall attach two songs from the album...Meanwhile, the have a new album which is divineeeee....MUSIC HEAVEN!!! and yes urs truly has a copy. Yayness!!..It's called YOU &I

I  dont even know where to start from..it's just gorgeous gorgeous gorgeous...My fave at the moment from the album is 'it will not be forgotten', 'I put your records on' , 'Glorious' and 'Kissing u goodbye'..le sigh..
-Glorious

-It will not be forgotten

I hope u are totally blown away by such amazing music....


As i mentioned...this is the famous 'Secret' and 'Boring' from ..Thirteen tales of love and revenge!

-Boring

Enjoy lovelies..
Bisous Bisous..

Mine...

So remember how i said i got something totally yummy for myself as a birthday gift..and yeah i recently started having  this weird obsession for flat shoes...weird much??..anewais..enjoy for ur viewing pleasure.

Gorgeoussssss......

And yeah my yummylicious friend did the most amazing thing ever..He got me the leopard version of the same amazing shoes...awwww Tres Fab!!!

Might i add that le fab shoes are from Dune..Yup Yup!!!
Simply Brilliant....
xoxo

What say u about Friendship??....Pray Tell!!

Runaway love....

I write this unashamedly...Yes I'm a voice whore...lol, Have you ever fallen in love with a voice?..Yes a man's voice..the stillness, calmness, breath of fresh air???..Oh well!!!...I'm the weirdest person ever, I keep putting on this air of bravery but thing you dont know is that half of the time i'm squirming in my seat, heart beating ten times as fast as it should!!...what am i driving at?....Okay this is a tadbit late but the holy spirit was in the house on sunday...Halleluyah!!!!..*now screaming out loud....HOSANNA HOSANNA IN THE HIGHEST*..

Pause....

It happened right after the pastor's 'Word of the day'..Anewais it was time for people to come out to share their testimonies being that it was thanksgiving sunday..And as you know it was a long line..I had seen him before, okay maybe twice but i never really noticed him..Maybe i noticed him a little,I remember the first time i saw him, he was wearing a red tee-shirt and jeans, thing is he looked really dapper but i never really paid attention to him..okay, I knew he was a fresh face cos i'd never seen him in church before or maybe those days i stabbed church he probably came or something.

Not to jibber jabber, we met again..No we didnt speak..but he was standing not too far from where i was seating about to share his testimony , not like i couldnt be bothered about what others had to say, trust me i paid attention but there was just something about him...he has that 'je ne sais quoi'..I cant put my finger on it but when he spoke...........dangggggggg!!!! *the heavens opened*..Oh mon dieu!!!..That voice, his deep throaty laugh when he said something really funny..it took my breath away. I was in awe of that voice.

If  I  must say i probably didnt hear all he had to say, too busy swooning on his deep crisp british accent.I must have drooled for a bit cos it took me a while to realise that the microphone had been handed over to someone else.*le sigh*

I'd already planned my next move in my head, how i was gonna walk up to him and introduce myself.
here goes....
Me: Hello, i dont think we've been properly introduced, my name is fani.how do u do?
Him: Hi, I dont think so as well name..my name is bla bla..it's a pleasure to meet you!!
So on and so forth..

Lets just say it didnt go as planned, for starters he was in a hurry to leave church and yes, as i was about walking up to meet him..some random dude decided to chat me.arrggghhhh!!!!

Sacre Bleu!!!!

On a lighter note, i've been listening to this beautiful music by Israel houghton...It's called 'hosanna'..

God is simply Amazing...
...Be blessed

bisous..xxx

To Tell or Not to Tell!!!

*le sigh*......So my birthday is almost here..*yayness*...I kid i kid...truth is i'm not as happy as you might think..Let's just say i'm not big on birthdays but yes i do appreciate the pressies(who doesn't)..Thing is, i just think on your birthday everyone shows you this random attention even though half of them wants to box your ears out, i mean those friends you probably never kept in touch with but they try as much as possible to keep in touch via facebook or that friend you clearly aren't on speaking terms with, well she wants to kiss and make up but u'll have  none of it or yes yes, that supposed 'close friend' of yours whose birthday you didnt exactly forget, i mean you sent her a bbm message wishing her a happy birthday and you even put up a picture of her BUT you forgot one teensy bitty detail...U didn't ring her, u toad!...Anewais Everyone loves you on your Birthday.

So this year, I havent exactly told all my friends what i want, truth is i really dont want anyone to ask me what i want for my birthday, i mean i expect everyone to use their head....I wanna be Gobsmacked....Surprise me!!!!..What do u think i might like/ want...On the other hand, I do know what i'll be getting myself on my bday...*doing the dougie already*....Excited much..It's nothing too expensive and i fell in love with it on sight..It's very practical and i love it...I'll put up a pic on the eve of my birthday!


....Have a brilliant evening
Bisous .xxx

Hullo..

Hullo lovelies....I know it's been a hot minute, Pls do forgive me.....*Puppy Face*....It's just that I HAVEN'T been busy....Yes I confess, doing absolutely nothing...Just gloating around ...And I haven't really been motivated to write anything on le blog...

This is totally weird by the way but is it just me or are there other strange peeps like me as well...anywhoo...Y is it that one minute there's this guy you fancy and u've put him in the 'Maybe Potential' list, I mean u r all over him..He's gorgeous bla bla bla but then after a lil while he starts annoying u, like u literarily can't be in the same room with him..

Also, I seem to have shocked a particular friend of mine...I get deeply infuriated when men think u can't live without them..Like they have ur "Retard" button...Like they can just press play and u can do whatever it is they want you to...Let me explain this, I like to think that I'm the most patient person ever, Don't get me wrong I get miffed from time to time but I try not to show it..U know how someone takes the piss on a daily basis but u just ignore ...Just Because!!..A certain male friend has been doing just that, but u know how u just try as much as possible not to let them grate on ur nerves...Call me touchy but they are certain things I can't take from guys...For instance
- A guy that bbm's me and first thing he says is "Yo"....Dudeee I aint ur homie, Ur homie is out somewhere looking to meet up for booze...I'm a woman Gaddamit!!

-Nothing more annoying than a man who curses half of the time..Some guys don't even know how to talk to a woman and then the so-called blabbering idiots would come up n start preaching "Respect"..Like Get outta here with that Crap.....You calmly try to chat with a man whom u think at least has some sense in his head and while u r in the process of engaging him in a convo, He starts to sing Praises on the F' word...Y tho?..

-Some guys are disgustingly forward, U try ur best to be all chummy with them..and next thing u know, they r already asking u to send a picture of urself, send this and that shiznit, what r u wearing bla bla bla?? Like what's wrong with the world??

Long and short is that....I'm sooo glad that I chucked this male friend of mine in the bin...Good riddance!!

Xoxo...